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| So I now live in York, Nebraska. I moved up here august 11th to start soccer before school starts on the 23rd. I miss my family back home,but im excited about what im gonna accomplish up here. people are starting to move into the dorms these next few days. its good to see everyone again. Definitly getting into shape with 3 a day soccer practices. I have everything unpacked and am settled in for the most part. Well i really do need to go and shower, just got done with soccer for the day and have a busy evening planned tonight. I'll try and start writing more on this thing.
Jilly #3 | | |
| How the hell do things get so complicated? I can remember when things used to be so simple and didnt require alot of thought or drama for that matter. There is jus to much drama for me right now, Family drama, relationship drama, financing for college drama, DRAMA! DRAMA! DRAMA! I dont know how to fix everything.
Im starting to regret how i've handled some things over the past 6 months. Some big things that i should of done differently, I should have given more support to the people that i cared most about, probly best example of this is my brother.
Alot of people go around saying if i could go back i wouldnt change a thing, maybe becuase of things they learned or maybe its the complete opposite and they would change everything. im kind of in the middle right now. I wish i could change somethings but not everything.
I really wanna fix things for everyone around me but Im starting to understand the saying
"If you save them now you will just have to do it again an again" or "if you do it for them now the lesson with jus be that much harder for them to have to learn the next time" Those arent really sayings jus things i hear alot.
OK....so now that i have complained for a while. i think maybe ill try and end this entry on a positive note.
I start playing soccer for YORK COLLEGE in 19 days!!!!!! if any of you are ever in Nebraska come an look for me on the soccer field #3 Baby!! | | |
| so its been a minute since i wrote anything. quite a bit has happened. Im officially graduated from high school this sunday (june 11th) very excited about this. I'll be starting college in august of '06. goin all the way to the exciting state of Nebraska. I started goin out with this guy that i had been talking to for a lil while, things are good there. I am getting ready for camp, hopefully i can arrange it so that i can stay at camp for the next 3 weeks, the first as a camper and the next two weeks after that as staff. I'm so excited, i get to be the counselor of one of the cabins. thats always been something i wanted to be a part of.
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| Oh my gosh, I went to the movies tonight with my girl MaryJo, we went to see THE HILLS HAVE EYES or something like that. we got so scared. I like to watch scary movies, im always really excited before it gets started but unless im with the right people when im watchin it then i get really scared. Things are kind of boring for it being spring break an all. I was super dissapointed most of the weekend cause i didnt get to go an see erik an go to his sisters wedding but hopefully my dad an brother will get our other truck fixed so that i can go an visit him an my brother and some others during my spring break. im really hopin to get out of davenport for spring break.
Geez, slip up an make a mistake one time an it gets brought up for only god knows how long.on a different subject i know my family cares about me an is worried about me but they need to trust me an support me, an let me be happy and quit tryin to ruin things for me.
Jilly | | |
| I haven't written in a long time, Im thinkin its bout time for an up date. now if i were to go into detail about the last 7 months, this entry would never end. so ill give ya the short version.
my sis got married, my brother is back from new york he's livin in Council Bluffs now an workin as a cook for a big casino/hotel. I've been a few times to see him. actually this past weekend Julie Erik and I went to spend the weekend with him cause it was his birthday. I only have 8 weeks of school left, then im officially done with high school. I will be goin to college this fall, probly at UNI or York College.
Things are actually goin really well for me right now. Soccer started, its kinda rough right now, coach is workin us extra hard the first couple weeks of practice cause its gonna be spring break. my legs are so sore. Works kinda boring right now, I like it there (Red Lobster) but i think i need to find a different job for the summer. I've been talkin with someone for a while now, I really kinda like him. Im supposed to be goin to his sisters wedding with him this weekend, im jus trying to figure out the lil stuff still like what to wear and what car am i gonna be able to drive down there? ya know the lil things.
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